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Do goldfish really turn white if u leave them in the dark?!!!!
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[31 Dec 2004|12:36am] |
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Fell in love, got a broken heart..got used......got a job
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I dont think I made one..last new years eve was bad;) right rachy!
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? nooope
4. Did anyone close to you die? grandpaaaa...
5. What countries did you visit? ahh noneeee..
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? make smarter decesions...be happier
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? the whole summer..and every moment i spent w/ justin
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? hmmmm
9. What was your biggest failure? ver ystupid decisions
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? just, m o n o
11. What was the best thing you bought? i got lotz:)
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? umm.....a few
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Justin
14. Where did most of your money go? clothes..food..bad stuff:c(
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Homecoming and shoppping!
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? "I'm already there" -Lonestar. "On the Way Down"-Ryan Cabrera."over and over again"-Tim Mcgraw and Nelly My boo usher
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? sadder for sureeeeee...
ii. thinner or fatter? aaaah fatter :'(
iii. richer or poorer? rich now that i got a job!
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? spending time w\ my friends and family
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? crying and fighting!
20. Did you fall in love in 2004? Yeah.
21. How many one-night stands? noneeeee
22. What was your favorite TV program? One Tree Hill, Er The OC
23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? mhmmmmm
24. What was the best book you read? uhh haha, Lucky
25. What was your greatest musical discovery? i have a few
26. What did you want and get? to be loved...and have someone to love....and a new bed.. and to get better grades
27. What did you want and not get? A new comfffffy bed
28. What was your favorite film of this year? Thirteen....umm..Scarface
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? hugn out w/ people....turned 17
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Falling in love w/ him..
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004: ahhhhhh
32. What kept you sane? Friends, music..justin..eek
>33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? RYAN CABRERA
34. What political issue stirred you the most? War,
35. Who did you miss? Justin
36. Who was the best new person you met? my marquette people<3!!!!!!!
37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
-a 'goodbye' now is just a 'hello' another day-Heartbreak is only a matter of making you stronger.
-a drunk girls actions are a sober girls thoughts. ;)
-The end of one chapter makes me realize that
theres a begining of another
-- Laguna Beach
-Live like you were dying.
-"the hardest mile i ever walked, was the one away from you.
-Whatever happens is meant to be.
Whatever is meant to be will happen.
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far
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I dont understand why I  put up w/ him still.....it's so stupid. He makes me soooo upset but other times he makes me sooo happy.But yet, he expects me not to hang out w/ ANY guys, while its okay for him to hang out w/ girls....wtf is up with that? I don't know what to do..I've given him many of chances, but some how it never works...maybe thats a sign. Maybe me and him aren't supposed to be together...... :'( this is so stupid.. I just want a guy who will make me happy...unfortunetly, I am dependant on guys to make me happy...and thats not good. What do I doooooo?! omggg :'( This is so bad.....And I really have any of my friends left anymore becuz they are all caught up in there boyfriends....so I have no one to talk to! :'( It's like I'm not good enough for him....He wants me to be here when he gets home, but how do i know that he's not screwin around up at college? Yah I have to trust him, but thats kind of hard. I say I'm going to get over him, but why do I keep going back to him? Maybe because I love him? Or maybe because I can't get anyone else? But wait..I dont need someone ALL the time....But it's nice to...omggg....this is so difficult. Maybe I feel this way becuz im PMSing...but I dont know. Ever since he's left, I've felt like this.
what do i dooooooo?!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(
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[22 Oct 2004|08:43pm] |
Hey.
If your in marq anytime next month,
stop by Trillium.
One of my senior pictures will be displayed there;)
hahahha how embarassing is that?!?!?!?!
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[18 Oct 2004|10:17pm] |
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somewhere between the procrastination
and the homework
and the incessant forwards
and the friendships
and the nasty cafeteria food
and the calls to eachother complaining about crushes
somewhere between the phone calls to old friends
and the "i miss you's"
and the "i love you's"
and the "what are we doing tonight's"
somewhere between the classes
and the skipping classes
and the studying for tests
and the pretending to study for tests
and the downright not studying for tests
i forgot
i forgot was highschool is all about
i forgot what it meant to cry
i forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy
and that pretending to be smart doesnt make you smart
i forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future
i forgot that you can't control falling in love
and that you can't make yourself fall in love
i learned that it's okay to mess up
and it's okay to ask for help
and it's okay to feel like crap
i learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day
i learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have
i learned that the greatest things about high school isn't the parties or the drinking or the hook ups
it's the friendships which means taking chances
i learned that sometiems the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about
i learned that letters from friends are the most important thing
and that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better
but basicially i just learned that my friends
both old and new
are the most important people in my world
and without them, i wouldn't be who i am today
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[10 Oct 2004|03:15pm] |
People who drink and drive are stupid.
Thats my personal opinon..
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[09 Oct 2004|09:52pm] |
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[05 Oct 2004|10:44pm] |
Hmm....heres my schedule for the rest of ths week, and next week..
Wednesday-No work..but big sing
Thursday- I'm off..
Friday- work 11-4..then dome game, then hopefully something fun at night.
Saturday- work 9-2 then who knows..
Sunday..work 4-7..then idkk haha.
Monday..work 4-8
Tuesday- off..lets do something
Wednesday...off...lets do something
Thursday..off lets do something!!
Friday..work 5-8 hopefully going out..
Saturday work 9-6...<---ahhhh long day
Tonight was good..Cole called me,
and considering I haven't talked to him in 5 months it was good..It's
weird that me and him grew up together and now he's liviing in his own
apartment..and we're seniors..eekk...My cars fucked up..grr..my milage
numbers keep dissaperingg, like it has 58,000 miles on it. and
sometimes it says I have 82 miles on it..so i need to bring it to the
garage..I get my PAYCHECK on Thursday..yayyyy! Can't wait, I need money soo bad, and I need to go to Wal* Mart and buy stuff..I
wanna go somewhere for spring break, but my dads being soo stupid..so
idk if its going to happen...aughh..but if not we'll prolly go on a
trip this summer or sometime this year..and I want to get a cocker
spaniel, but my mom won't let me...sighh they are sooo cute.......Sighh..yesterday would have been Justin & I's one year anniversary..Idk whats happening between us..but w/e..I
don't like the fact that I'm a senior..I'm graduationg in June..and I
probaly won't see a lot of people again..it scares me..........I'm not
readyyyy..aughh............
nighhhhhhhhht<3
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[01 Oct 2004|04:33pm] |
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: Justin
x. Saw you cry: Justin.
x. Made you cry: Justin
x. You shared a drink with: uhh..idk
x. You went to the movies with: woah, i havent been to the movies in a long time, i don't even remember
x. You went to the mall with: my dad and carrie when we were in greenbay
x. Yelled at you: my mom
x. Sent you an email: Justin
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yes
x. Gotten in a fight haha
x. Been to California: yes
x. Been to Hawaii: no somedayyyyyyy..
x. Been to Mexico: maybe spring break?!
x. Been to China: no
x. Been to Canada: yes
x. Danced naked: haha
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: yah!!
x. Wished you were the opposite sex: depends
x. Had an imaginary friend: I used to
AT THE MOMENT...
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yes
x. What book are you reading now: Lucky
x. Worst feeling in the world: broken heart, broken promises,
x. Future son's name: Idkkk
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes
x. What's under your bed: clothes
x. Favorite sport to watch: idk
x. Siblings: carrie
x. Location: My computer room
x. College plans: nmu
x. Piercings/tattoos: none i want one
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Noo..
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you drink: yess
x. What are you most scared of: the woods
x. What clothes do you sleep in: justins south park pjs and a tank
x. Where do you want to get married: in a beautiful church
x. Who do you really hate: im not telling
x. Been in Love: yes
x. Do you drive:yes
x. Do you have a job: yes
x. Do you like being around people: sometimes..
x. Are you for world peace: who isn't?
STUFF
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: OH yah.
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did:yes.
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after:idk
x. Want someone you don't have right now:yess
x. Are you lonely right now: ... yes.
x. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: maroon 5 she will be loved
x. Do you want to get married: yes
x. Do you want kids: yes 2
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: my bedroom
x. Type(s) of music: just good stuff i guess
x. Band(s): loootss
x. Color: pink
x. Perfume or cologne?: idkkk
x. Month: june an djuly
x. Stone: dimond
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: YES!
x. Bought something: yah
x. Gotten sick: yes
x. Sang: yes
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yes
x. Met someone new: yes
x. Missed someone: yes
x. Hugged someone: yes
x. Kissed someone: haha..
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[30 Sep 2004|10:21pm] |
Well..
fuck that
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[24 Sep 2004|04:38pm] |
ahh erin and i just got home from jess bertucci's house..
it made me sad
her and her family are in my prayer<3
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[23 Sep 2004|09:29pm] |
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TO Kris Mahler and Rice
I know it's you who left that comment on my other journal...stay out of my life..you dont know if justin and i are even going out anymore..you dont know NOTHING about whats going on..so you can't even say I'm a fucking whore..just becuz I have guy friends..woo! But its completely ok for justin to hang out w/ girls..yah okay..
you both can go fuck off...seriously i hate yous..if you have shit to say SAY IT TO MY FACE
wow..you's really need to grow up
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[19 Sep 2004|08:45pm] |
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yayyy for livestrong bracelets......
my moms boyfriend bought 6 of them at his bike race..so i have one now..sweet man;)
I miss you soo much Justin
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( My broken heart just has no use )
I can't wait for this weekend=) Sam & I get to hang out..it's been sooooooo* long since we hung out last..awee I miss her<3 It's weird to think that I'm a senior...I already sent in my college application..eekk..I wish I was a freshman again, i would change soo many things..Justin & I broke up too =( I wish he didn't have to go away for college cuz then we would still hopefully be together, but it wouldn't work out w/ him being 500 miles away..and fucking people telling him shit..ahhh thats what I hate.......I hate so many fucking people....Like my government class, I hate about everyone in there..espically most of the guys, they are so immature..I dont see why they would want to make Ms. Decaire upset, she's such a nice person...In some ways I can't wait to graduate, but then again I dont want to...I think my favorite class this year is nursing...it's real intresting. yayyyyyy...I gotta work today..ohh well
*Always & Forever* will I love you :-/
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[18 Sep 2004|01:11pm] |
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I just lost the one person I cared about most, and he dosen't care =(
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[08 Sep 2004|09:14pm] |
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What do I do..? Ahh :'( :'(
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[05 Sep 2004|07:49pm] |
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I ♥ Justin Hoffman..
why'd you have to go and leave me :'( :'(
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[05 Sep 2004|07:14pm] |
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Well..Justin left..It's different with out him..and he hasn't called me or anything, so I'm assuming he forgot totally about me and is to busy to put a few mins away to call the one who he just spent the last year with..ohhh well
get at me if you want to hang out sometime;)
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I love you Justin
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